Mujur la blog ni linked dengan current email address. kalau dak, kena bikin blog baru. 😆😆 knowing me, aku selalu detach myself from being addicted to some thing/process. contoh, kalau dah tahu certain thing tu, aku akan terus: ohhh mcm tuuu. then aku akan move on. if i needed to go back to the same thing/process, it is because i wanted it to. not because i hv to. 🤥
So, i am 1 year older, hopefully 1 year wiser.
My kids are now 13 and 10! Becoming a tween is a confusing phase, i have to admit. Hormonal change, a lot of anger issues. Malu, dendam, sayang, suka, semua bercampur aduk.
Penutup 2021 semalam, aku bawak budak2 pergi makan kat Mr. DAKGALBI. Lama dah since our last makan2 dengan Arip's exes outing 😅. 
I asked my kids on what is their future expectations regarding me, as their mom. What should i do to change. I am expecting they will say something like: anger management hahahaha.
But then, they were saying: "nothing mummy. I like how it is today. Sometimes it is fun. Other times it is not so fun."
Nothing for me to change? Not to say that i should become less marah2?
"No mummy. It is okay. I like it as today"
Hmmmmm 🤔. Realistic requests.
I knew i hv to struggle to become less marah2 hahaha. But i know i hv to start become less marah2 also. 🥵
2022. A lot of new resolutions, pending previous resolutions 😁. Some merely expectations, dont even bother if i am able to achieve it or not. But among all, there are a few pure resolutions that i need to achieve, some are under going to complete, and some hv yet to start. There are also personal visions that i want to achieve in due time.
So 2022, bring it on!
